One month ago today we lost such a beautiful, young, intelligent, caring person who will always be my dearest, best friend.
Never have I experienced such pain or struggle to accept a truth that I never knew I would have to approach.
Kiera, my best friend, words have no ability to describe the pain and loss I feel, each day makes it more obvious you are not here. I have realised that I never understood what it truly means to miss someone until now. Neither can words describe how much I miss you, I wish nothing more than to be able to cuddle you, kiss you on the head and call each other 'poop' like we always did each day. You were the most amazing friend and you're forever in my heart, you know that!! I miss your voice Kiera, like I really do, I miss your cuddles; basically every morning in form you gave me a huge hug, it started each day off with a smile and I miss the happiness you brought to the world. I miss you. I miss you.
Kiera was full of positivity! She was bubbly, happy, hilarious, cute, gentle, kindhearted, thoughtful, intelligent, brave, lovely, caring, quirky, selfless and so much more, the list could go on much much longer!
You inspired me to always do my best Kiera and you would always help me when I was struggling in school or just feeling down in general, you and your beautiful soul picked me up.
I remember the first day I saw you, it was the induction at school where we were put in our forms for the day. I saw you and you had the biggest smile and I was captivated by such beauty that I could instantly see both inside and out.
You said you hoped we would never lose contact, you knew we were going to be best friends for life and that will never change. You were that one friend who stayed out of all the drama with me, we didn't care for any tension, we'd be there to help the people hurting but not get ourselves involved because it wasn't worth it, we just wanted to be happy and we were, we truly were. You also asked me to never change and don't worry Kiera I won't, because I'm never going to stop thinking about you, my mind is in denial right now because none of us friends have ever had to battle such struggle but I can't stop thinking about you every single day and visioning your beautiful smile.
Photos of you uplift me and I can't seem to prise myself away from looking at them. We have so many happy memories that I will always cherish and treasure in my heart, I promise you they will never be forgotten. You impacted my life more than you know Kiera, you gave me such happiness because you were a TRUE friend. We were there for each other through the best of times and the worst. We never argued, we never fell out, it was constant happiness in our friendship. We would laugh in lessons together but also pretty much fall asleep on the table in economics when it got boring! I will remember the laughs and fun times for eternity!!
You bought me two necklaces, one with a heart because of our love and friendship and one with a feather as it reminded you of me, I love them both so much and the thoughtfulness of the feather will always make me smile. You were the only person to share my love for H&M, we had great style - always finding we had the same clothes!!
The photo of us in New York in the Disney Store under the 'Tangled' theme lanterns was truly a magical moment that I am so thankful we shared, never had I seen you smile so much!! It is my favourite photo of us out of them all because I had never seen you so happy in just one moment! I will never forget that beautiful memory, among all the others!
I remember you always singing Tangled songs and Hairspray songs in economics and on the way home and we can't forget your love for Love Actually and The Nightmare before Christmas!!
Kiera - my beautiful, bright, shining star. I have a theory I would like to share. For this past month, each night the sky has looked so beautiful, I know that is you, your beauty in the sky, every time I see it I think of you because I know. It's you and the beauty is beyond anyone, you were natural and stunning.
I love you for infinity Kiera, that can never ever stop, because you are my best friend no matter what. Shine bright like you always have my Kierapoop❤️
Lots and lots of endless love from your Kovspoop - Keavy♡xx
keavy hopkins
28th November 2017
